fertility

awakening in waves

where consciousness reaches the shore of presence

only to roll back into sleep

to blend different dimensions of awareness

and fuse different kinds

of knowledge

the wind is mild

the sky blue

the seal of the moon high above the trees

the scent of morning dew

is fertile

failure

golden sunlight on the walls

voices written into memory

dominating everything

beyond awareness

success is not an expression of succeeding

in bringing those voices to peace

a peaceful smile

on a peaceful face

in any circumstances

might say more about the state of inner demons

than any tangible manifestation

of success

life

all the rain did

was to reveal the utter dryness

of the land

to let it become obvious

that something has changed

it is no longer in process

the change has settled

even if

it is still not visible

for the bare eye

a crucial change

so easily quenched

in its vulnerable state of

deliverance

and yet so full of life

fecundity

the sun is out

after a short shower of rain

fecund moistness is greeting

yet another day

rest

nothing encourage growth

more than rest

rest

at the proper time

in the precise amount

for all the layers of the being

to fall into their proper place

rest

is and underestimated cure

for many ails

most of the time neglected

in the conviction

there is no time for it

until the moment

where one is brought to the knees

and can do

but rest

windows

when glass

becomes veiled

the outlook is diminished

and the insight opaque

yet we still see through it

believing us to be

in reality

cleaning windows is indeed

a tedious work

so easily considered deprived of meaning

but what reward

when truth shine bright

in all its splendour

and the veils of illusion are letting go

one by one

mind

a new beginning

so very different

from everything that ever was

before

and yet

so similar on the surface

as if nothing had changed

and nothing has changed

but

the mind

the day is partly grey

nothing spectacular

just like every other day

and yet

a new beginning

anew

peace again

this sort of inner peace

where everything moves in harmonious circles

despite the wind

whirling

the movements of the long soft grass

in the sun

are mild again

the touch of the skin

vulnerable

and soft

cleansing

rain again

summer rain

washing away the dust

of heat and drought

washing away the dust

of stagnated emotions

brought into movements

by floods of tears

rain again

summer rain

suspense

being a burden

is not a good place

to begin

it twists the mind

into biased understandings of

what life is

rain has refreshed the dryness

but not enough to nourish the soil

suspense between realities

of what was

and what is

to come