the duty
to love
and the commandment
to love
are worlds apart
one is imprisoning
where the other one is
liberating
and
learning the difference
a way to discard
dishonesty
harmful
obviously
when the fear of being abandoned
is leaving
we need to feel abandoned
in order to
observe
whether the fear of being abandoned
has truly left
only to discover
how
it is no longer about
being abandoned
rather about
abandoning
what is harmful
to our soul
misleading
no one has
the power
to mislead
the light
though
we all have
the power
to ignore it
choosing
changing a pattern of
always choosing
the worst solution
takes time
allowing the change
to penetrate
every layer of the body
to reach the core
of our being
takes time
and even then
there is
a time for everything
speaking
it is absolutely possible
never to lie
without ever
speaking the truth
simply by being
perfectly dishonest
permitted
when we deprive ourselves
from soul
there is a tendency to believe
everything is
permitted
which has nothing to do with
that everything is possible
when we turn
to the soul
dictate
when what we do
is no longer dictated
by our emotions
but coming from
our souls
the wisdom to be found
beyond
our understanding
can manifest
creating a new world
good enough
when the voice
which has been whispering inside
all life long
saying
you will never be
good enough
is replaced by
a sincere wondering
how
on earth
the impossible
should ever be possible
confident it is
doors
which had forever seemed
closed
are pushed wide open
midst
eliminating fear
is rarely pleasant
as fear
does everything it can
to keep its place
though what a grace
to see it
farewell
in the midst of
a sleepless night
spiral
being drawn into the spiral
of judgemental condemnation
while everything falls into
its proper place
is letting a shadow of fear
overshadow
the subtle joy of
fulfilment
though that too can be
forgiven
all one need is
to ask for it