when nothing turns out
the way we wanted
yet everything turns out
the way it was supposed
to be
freedom begins
to breath
gem
when suffering
and failures
are no longer considered
a punishment
for wrongdoings
to be discerned
and repented
rather as an invitation to
raise above
by transforming tears
into joy
in receiving them
as precious pearls
holding them high
till light breaks through them
and makes theme shine
revealing the facets of suffering
to be
the facets of
the most precious gem
smooth
silent joy
running smooth
with no particular reason
to be
and no particular reason
not to be
concrete
being concrete
after a life of abstraction
can feel like
being born
again
nothing is acquired
everything is
to be discovered
and all which was
is no longer determining
what is to become
befriending
befriending anger
after a life in repression
is like finding gold
it has been there
since the beginning of time
waiting to be undug
purified
and hold in praise an honour
of creation
a day
a day of bliss
and liberation
and then again
a day of learning
not knowing what
just perceiving it to be
a day of learning
ahead
meticulous
hearing
the sentence
which the heart has been longing
to hear
for so many years
is as miraculous
as it is a simple consequence
of the same amount of year of
meticulous endeavour
lending
receiving someone’s suffering
in order to let
the light which shines below
come to the surface
simply by
lending an ear
and listen with love
can be
the purpose
which had for a while
seemed gone
desolate
revealing the truth
about a behaviour
which have turned into
an intimate conviction
of being
unworthy of love
can be as desolate as it is
liberating
until truth has settled
and love can begin
to grow
uninhibited
being given
to stand
erect
in our truth
to let faith shine
uninhibited
through our acts
can be experienced as
a resurrection