showing

in the perfect balance

between night

and day

an unexpected peace

might reveal itself

showing how

in every polarity

the crossing of

the perfect balance

is essential

for the perfection of

each polarity

to be harmonious

in itself

in front of

a subtle fear

running deep

below

a memory of being

shamed in front of everyone

with no concern

for truth

coming to the surface

with the wish to leave it all

behind

apathy

rain

and thunder

touching consciousness

as the first impressions

after a night’s sleep

washing away the impurities

of apathy

envy

held high

by envy

can be a just as potent

as petrifying position

to be in

weaving life into

a mesmerising design

of half truths

and complete lies

path

placing trust

in the fathomable

is calculation

placing trust

in the unfathomable

is faith

either path

leads

beyond

though it might be necessary

to choose

path

governing

myriads of impressions

intertwined in memories

coming to the surface

throwing light on behaviours

which for so long

had been governing all the more peacefully

than invisibly

the ways of the mind

into the dead end of

rebuking

a smile

unpredictable

knowing oneself to be

unpredictable

is unpleasant enough

in itself

being blamed for it

on top

while struggling to make ends meet

despite the lacking

is unbearable

struggling

struggling to satisfy

the wants and wishes

of the outside

without listening

to the needs and deeds

inside

builds a prison

with no place

to hide

prove

having nothing to prove

can feel like

being useless

yet there might be

an essential presence

in that particular kind of

uselessness